Reality is a hard pill to swallow

I woke up today feeling not myself. The world around me was abnormally dim, and i was extremely moody. In the midst of my gloom I thought back to last night when I was watching The Princess and the Frog. By the way, I thoroughly enjoyed that movie despite the precariously bold stereotypes, but thats another issue. I was reflecting on a scene in the movie where Tiana, the protagonist of the story said, and i paraphrase, "its ok to dream but you cant just wait on a it to come true, you have to "meet it half way," or do the work required to live reach it." Thinking about that made me realize that this is the time of my life where i will see my dream slowly unfold, or dramatically crash and burn before my eyes. I either become the professional woman I dream of, or watch someone else (literally watch because I want to be a reporter) live out my dream for me.

There are members of my family that have failed miserably at life, and then there are those who have gone after what they wanted and succeeded. I pray I am in the majority that has succeed, because failure is not an option. I know deep down in my heart that God has a plan for me. I just hope that what I want coincides with HIS plan for me. Time will tell.